In all honesty, I’ve been looking forward to writing this reflection for a few weeks now. I went into this project very excited and passionate about not only what Pippi Longstocking could teach my peers, but more importantly what Pippi could teach me about life, and about growing up. During the project, I felt myself losing steam, and writing each post became more of a task than an exciting break, and creative tangent from my everyday monotony. I’d like this final reflection to represent what I’ve learned from this experience, what Pippi has taught me about growing up, and the lessons I hope to carry forward in creative writing, and blogging in general.
Now, that sounded like a thesis statement, but it wasn’t meant to. In fact, I’m going to work backwards in that sentence in thinking first about blogging and creative writing. I had a personal blog long before taking this class. The URL is “thegirlofthehour.tumblr.com” and it was a collage (that makes it sound sort of neat, but it was actually a mess) of disorganized pictures, quotes, and over-emotional personal statements. I say it was disorganized because it didn’t have a theme; it was just all about me and what stood out to me in the long “news feed” of over-angst teenage Tumbloggers. Anyway, I share this story because I was excited that Pippi Grows Up could finally be a place where my ideas were succinct and organized. Where I could write posts and add photos that followed a theme. And I think that’s important in general about blogging today, and something that I’ve learned: find a niche, and stick with it.
That being said, Pippi “fan fiction” is a difficult niche to stick with. It was unique in the sense that I haven’t found anyone else doing fan fiction of Pippi Longstocking, but of course, the idea of fan fiction has been used in part with many major stories, including Star Wars, for example. I loved the idea initially because it provided me with the opportunity to use the characters that Astrid Lindgren had so brilliantly established in her writings as lenses to better understand my own life. However, I realized as I wrote that Pippi isn’t meant to live my life. Although she is a complex character, with a difficult and shadowed past, she exhibits the qualiies of a character who would reject the idea of having someone dependent upon her. By dependent I mean living their life for them.
This thought process comes from something I’ve been struggling with personally over the past school year. Although I am grateful to be constantly surrounded by such great friends at Wellesley College – some of the best friends I’ve ever had, I’ve realized that I haven’t developed the life skill of independence. I haven’t developed the most important skill that you’re supposed to learn when your parents send you thousands of miles away from home to college. Pippi can’t live my life for me, just like one of my friends, or family members can’t. Now that may be very reductionist of me to say, but I believe that writing about Pippi has taught me that I have to develop a strong, independent, personal voice, and narrative (not just in blogging, but in life).
However, I don’t mean to say that I was completely wrong in my strategy for using Pippi as a lens to better understand my life. I believe that Pippi Longstocking has something to teach every one of us, and that’s something that I found most interesting about having my classmates read my blog posts every couple of weeks. Something that stood out to me the most was when someone in class responded to a post I had made questioning the purpose of the blog. She didn’t seem to understand the functionality of Pippi’s story in her life. Now, I interpreted her comment in two different ways. The first being that not everything in life needs a purpose, and that sometimes creative writing serves as an important and healthy deviation from the monotony, rationality, and busyness of everyday life.
Her comment also made me think about something I could’ve improved upon in my posts. I don’t think Pippi Grows Up had enough of a connection to the audience. I think I could’ve been more receptive to their wants, needs, and attention spans. I found myself throughout the class gravitating towards blog posts of my classmates that allowed me to learn something more about the author, but also how their story could connect with mine – the story of my life. I don’t think Pippi served that function for others. This lesson taught me to always make a personal connection with the audience.
Unfortunately, I don’t see myself continuing the Pippi Grows Up project. Looking back, I think I would’ve enjoyed blogging about a completely different subject, and allowing myself to learn more about it. I am becoming more and more interested in folk music, and how folk traditions and rituals continue to be an integral part of our interactions and identity. I chose to write about Pippi Longstocking because I wanted a break from my work to think about something fun; however, since it ended up becoming a chore to complete the assignments, I wish I had possibly tailored my theme towards something related to sociology, anthropology, and ethnomusicology. I think these themes would have provided me with a lot of material for me to learn from, to teach and engage my classmates, and to be relevant to a greater blogging/internet audience.
That doesn’t mean that I don’t want Pippi to play a large role in my life. In fact, with the comic book, original copy of the book given to me by my father, secondary copy given to me and signed by my closest friend, and the vinyl record of the theme song in Dutch given to me by my mother all sitting right above my desk, she is never far away. Like I have said before, Pippi has great qualities that I hope to continue learning from. She’s taught me to be independent and not let life’s little things get me down. She reminds me to be adventurous and always open to try new things. The story about when someone offered her a salve to cure freckles and asked her if she “suffers from freckles” and she responds that she “doesn’t suffer from them” but in fact, “loves them,” reminds me to accept myself. Her insistence to not attend school, or go to live in a proper children’s home when asked by two kind police officers, has taught me to always challenge conventions. When she gave Tommy and Annika birthday presents on her own birthday, this taught me to always care for my friends the way she does for hers. When she defeated the supposed “strongest man in the world” and told someone to keep in mind that she was the “strongest girl in the world,” she reminded me the strength and power of being a woman. Whether it’s riding her horse through the school gates or dancing with burglars, she taught me the importance of enjoying life, not sweating the small stuff, and to not take myself too seriously. All in all, Pippilotta Delicatessa Windowshade Mackrelmint Ephraim’s Daughter Longstocking, or Pippi for short, is a very remarkable child.
I’ve started applying the skills I’ve learned from Pippi Grows Up to my new personal blog, clairecerda.wordpress.com. It’s titled “Ask the Girl of the Hour,” which is part of the lyrics of the R.E.M. song that my middle name comes from, “Time After Time (Annelise).” The blog has become a place for me to post quotes, articles, and photos related to my future professional interests, and how sociology and anthropology collide with my other interest, which include writing, playing soccer, photography, travelling, listening to (folk) music, and stargazing. Looking back through my old posts on my personal blog, I start to pick up the Pippi within them – her strong, independent spirit, her caring and appreciative eye for the world around her, and her adventurous and passionate drive. Although I wrote be writing specifically about Pippi anymore, I know that the spunky, resilient, and free-spirited young girl will always be with me.